Current mood:	irritated
Current music:	ashlee simpson-pieces of me

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all i ever wanted was someone i could talk to and trust...and everytime someone else needs someone to talk to and just listen im there but when i need someone to talk to and understand me no one will listen......i hate..i moved to anchor bay cuz i wanted to start my life over...make friends...until i moved here i didnt know what friends really where...and right about now i still dont think i do!!! ive been stabbed in the back by every person i know...besides maybe krissy...shes the only one who is honest with me and is willing to listen....and this is the kinda shit that makes me want to move to yale so maybe i can try starting over again..but who knows...maybe life will just fuck me over again....i hate this so much.....i cant take it anymore...every time i find something i feel that i can hold on to i loose...maybe i should just give up on everything and everyone and when they need me like i need them ill just say fuck it........